Q & A

When was the last time you cried?
-->Last weekend when I was not feeling well dan terpaksa menyusahkan Rakdon padahal tujuan ke Ipoh adalah untuk menimba pengalaman dalam fotografi. Yer, Sandy menangis di dalam kedemaman.

Have you ever faked sick?
-->Haha. Betapa real nya, sampai diri sendiri pun tertipu.

Have you ever danced in the rain?
-->Yes. I remember I did that in one fine evening, at STF. Me, Tasha and our junior, Dayah main hujan kat padang hoki, tiba-tiba bas STF lalu bawak budak balik dari outing. Cepat-cepat kitorang menyorok di sebalik gol. Haha… and later, we used our tudung as selendang and menari-nari di dalam hujan ala-ala bollywood di depan bilik warden.. Pastu warden nampak, nak kejar tapi tak boleh sebab hari hujan. Pastu kitorang lari laju-laju ke arah surau.. Tiba-tiba, ternampak anjing sedang berteduh di dalam surau. Terus kitorang lari balik pegi bilik warden, nk bagitau dia yang anjing masuk surau. Terus warden tak jadik marah. Lalu terus kecoh sbb anjing masuk surau. Abis kena samak. Huhu. Seb baik kitorang main ujan, kalau tak, takde sapa nampak anjing masuk surau. Hehe .

And before I left STF in 1999, Dayah gave me one sweet gift and it was her tudung. She wrote on one sticky note: "Ni tudung masa kite main hujan dulu. Simpan, eh." Hmm.. The good old days ;)

Have you ever tried drugs?
-->Yes. Satu sedut jek. Me and my curiosity.

How old were you when you received your first kiss?
-->19 ( or was it 20? Dun really remember)

Have you ever had an online relationship?
-->I didn’t call it as a relationship. But during my early years at uni, I had a ‘thing’ with this one guy from Terengganu. We chatted, and talked on phone. And only met 3 years later (yeah, it took that long!). Too bad, I was already in a relationship that time. But still, dia sentiasa ada a soft spot in my heart (kalau dah setiap malam bergayut, mak dia pun dah kenal aku masa tu) lalu aku mengaku aku masih single. Too hard to be faithful that time. Haha. And he came down to Kl once in a while to meet up. Bad bad, I know. But it was not lust at all, tau. I will never forget him. We lost contact since I broke up with my previous bf. Masa tu aku di tahap tak stabil dan malas yang sangat sangat untuk bergaul walau dengan sesiapa pun (even the girls). Dan sekarang, Rakdon is the one and only.

Have you ever had phone-sex?
--> Kalau aku jawab, yes, adakah aku akan di judge? Ipoh-Kl tu macam jauh, kadang-kadang horny, wat kat tepon jer. Ok, takder la kadang-kadang pun. Sekali jer. Hahahahaha. Owh.. sila sila. Sila judge.

What's your favourite childhood memory?
-->Kelas mengaji. Well, masa kecik-kecik dulu, aku ni sangatlah otak geliga. Darjah 3 dah katam Quran. So, bila pegi kelas mengaji, aku kena tolong makcik tu ajar budak-budak yang still baca muqadam, sebab ramai sangat murid, takut lambat abis. Paling kelakar, sebab abang-abang aku berebut nak belajar muqadam dengan aku (sebab nak balik awal). Haha. Yer, saya dah katam Quran, dan abang-abang saya masih baca muqadam. Comey sangat saya yang ajar deyrang masa tu. Siap ada pegang rotan pinjam dari makcik tu! Hehe! Pastu bila balik mengaji, saya dan abang-abang saya akan berlari-lari dalam gelap. Abang zul akan selempang kain pelikat kt bahu, and berlari-lari dahla dia tak pakai seluar dalam. Memanglah batang berjuntai. Buruk betul. Satu hari, kitorang bawak telekung and bedak, kitorang duduk dalam semak, pastu takutkan geng budak lembut nama Awie. Hahaha. Pastu kantoi. Esoknya, makcik tu datang rumah ngadu kat Mak. ;p

Errr... dan sampai skarang abang-abang saya tak pernah katam Quran. Haha.

Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
-->A lot.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
-->Too bad, no. It took 5 meetings, and countless phone calls, before I finally decided to like Rakdon back. And it took quite a few ' i love you' before I finally answered with 'i love you too'. Owh well, love is subjective.

Who was your first crush?
-->Simba, this one guy I knew during Sukom 98. Haha!

Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
-->Bendul. And it lasted for only 100 days. Kiss pun tak sempat! ;p

What is the longest relationship you have had?
-->4 years plus plus.

What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
-->Selalunyer bangun sebab Rakdon kejut. Pagi-pagi dah dengar dia cakap love you. Pastu selagi tak jawab balik, selagi tu dia akan ulang. Sandy mamai, cuma jawab ‘u too’ jer. Itu pun dalam nada marah sebab tidur kena kacau! ;p

Do you play any instruments?
--> I played trumpet for 5 years in STF.

Who makes you laugh?
-->Rakdon. He always does. Lucu lah sebenarnya Rakdon tuh.

Have you ever seen a dead body?
-->Yes. My lil sis punyer bf passed away when they were in form 5. I was there at the bilik mayat comforting her. It was sad. Sangat sangat. Dah la aku baru jer berborak on phone dengan arwah the night before sebab dia ada issue with my sis. Hmm.. dah ajal.. He had an accident at the school field while semua orang tengah busy prektis untuk hari sukan. My Sis was sooo kesian that time, sebab deyrang adalah kapel yang sangat hot di sekolah (Bf dia hensem bangat dan rebutan ketika itu). Imagine the whole surau stare at you dengan pandangan penuh simpati sepanjang bacaan yasin? Sangat sedeh. Even Emak cried. Hmmm.. Al-Fatihah untuk arwah Juli (lelaki bukan pompuan).

If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
-->I need to think hard. Ask me again next week.

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
-->Tahap kasih sayang yang aku bagi pada seseorang. Jika aku sayang orang, aku selalunya akan sangat sangat sayang orang tu. Kan bagus kalau boleh diubah kepada ‘sayang biasa-biasa jer’.

Do you have any phobias?
-->Frogs. Tahap menggigil dan menangis dan mengigau malam.

Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
-->Yes. But never with Rakdon, I swear.

Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
-->Soulmate dearest.

What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
-->A devoted wife and mother insya Allah. Dah pakai tudung kot masa tu ;p

Are you happy with the life you have?
-->I would say YES, most of the time ;)